I just wanted to get this down. Today was an odd day. Really had that uneasy feeling in my stomach. Depression/stress I think. I have a delusion that a woman would fix my life, I think it would help, but what do I have to offer right now?! Kinda hard when you compare them all to someone from your past. You're never gonna get that again, I gotta realize that.

These posts will continue and be better, I promise. Just needed to make this blog my psychiatrist for a brief moment.

(Lol, damn this blog/social network thing is really giving people egos. To think that anyone would wanna read this drivel is amusing)

Okay so this blog is back up and ready to rock. Not like anyone reads it.

Wow, first time ive been on this in a minute. Figured id give all the facebook people something to read, if they do, or care.

my boy had a perfect quote on life

HiRa (9:04:34 PM): stuck between a rock
HiRa (9:04:36 PM): and a bigger rock

'nuff said.

peas love soul
keeb
keeb@optonline.net

t h r e e   t h i n g s
three things that scare me:. regrets. myself. love
three people who make me laugh:. wedgie. pappadoulous. bartlett 
three things i love:. love. bacon. travel.
three things i hate:. morning. regrets. life at times.
three things i don't understand:. women. life. god. 
three things on my desk:. glass. cds. computer.
three things i'm doing right now:. three things. animating. wasting time.
three things i wanna do before i die:. travel forever. skydive. zorbing. 
three things i can do:. procrastinate. stay up late. mokeytah
three ways to describe my personality:. low self esteem. bitter. searching. 
three ways to describe my looks:. skater. neohippie. lazy. 
three things i can't do:. arrive on time. save money. life.
three things you should listen to:. me. myself. i. 
three things you shouldn't listen to:. goverment. bad music. anyone else. 
three things i say the most:. werd. boo. garbage. 
three of your favorite foods:. chicken fingers. bacon cheeseburgers. ribs. 
three things you'd like to learn:. Flying. XSI Softimage. Japanese 
three beverages you drink regularly:. Coca Cola. beer. iced tea.
three shows you watched when you were a kid:. ren and stimpy. pete and pete. the simpsons (still am a kid)

welp. fuckin sittin in lab again accomplishing nothing. i really hate this school the more i think about it. talk about suckin up your money. guess i should pull my head out of my ass an listen to other people. now im stuck in the deep end having to just try and pass each class for a shitty worthless diploma. so here i am writing to myself. sweet.

help. i loathe florida, want a degree, and need a lady in my life. a long time coming for this post. but its mainl for myself. jeez.
 
 
 

again a long as time since ive posted. i pretty much loathe florida and wanna just get this damned degree and live in the woods hiking and swimming. be back lata!

oh yea.... i suck.