what went wrong with me today.

Thursday, June 20, 2002

im tired of being able to be so good to a person and them not realizing how it could be. the next girl that is worth it and actually sees somethign in me in gonna be one complete girl. (complete as is happy, fulfilled, and open)

Monday, June 17, 2002

thank the lawd. finally had my last final and i even got a 88 on my US history one. YAY. at least i passed. well i had the math one today and it was bunk but i came mad late and go to cheat so its all gravy. well i finally got some ass which was good but i dont know how much i like the girl so i htink its just a fling. the real girl i like got like told off by my friends today so tahts bad. but whatever i kinda brought it on myself and they were just lookin out for me. but the girl is bunk cuz she says she tried to call my but only my cell. it was kinda a test i guess to see how much she realy cared. apparently not alot.