lawd if u listenin... hEALP! god i seriosuly dont know what the fuck to do about this girl. she really tears me apart. one day i am head over heels for this girl, the next i despise her every action. why cant it be all so simple man?? why cant i just keep a simple plan and follow it? instead i have to continually ache my soul to figure out who or what i am. i know that everything i think is right eventually turns out wrong as time progresses. the thing that kills em the most is that i know these are times when i should be carefree and enjoyin myself, instead i am here writing whats wrong. when i look back on myself in 30 years if i havent spontaneously combusted yet, im probably gonna shed a tear for all the time i wasted. but hey, wahts the point of life if not to learn?