well, well, well... im kinda happy today. finally i began to talk to whit again because i realized that i really was alot happier when i had her to look forward to everyday. its kinda funny how i can put aside alot of the truths or feelings i have for her. but i also realized that in order to have any kind of relationship you must be able to give the bullshit and take the bullshit. im currently doing both. but thats good. right now i am at garutis just chillin on his laptop. last night i went to files after work then g rut picked me up there. we moked, then went to nick g's, moked, went to tightars's played a lil riut, i didnt but g rut did. after that we came back to g rut's got high, and chilled. you know the deal. a major factor in the state i am in is the fact that i dont have school. but i am def. lookin forward to sr. year cuz its the BS year to have fun and its just bringing me that much closer to full sail. now that i think about it moving to college will be soooo good for me and ill love it so much, but its scary to think at 17 ill be living on my own. but yet again on my own is the best part. i think soon im goin to start working out again, get back into hockey, save for a car (already started that ;) ), and begiin to get into dig media shit. thats all...

note to self:
switch to comp. hardware class, and any type of programming.

peas love soul
keeb